понедельник, 20 октября 2008 г.

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I hate having to babysit people to make sure theyapos;re doing their damn jobs.

Also, a new girl started today and I recognize her from high school. I can tell she doesnapos;t recognize me, which, if it was JUST high school, would make sense. I was a loser, she was a year older, and I never talked to anyone nor was I anywhere near popular (she was). But we had a class together in college and we used to talk I know it was a few years ago, but itapos;s kind of depressing that I always remember everyone and no one ever remembers me. I know there is no reason for them to remember me, I donapos;t stand out nor am I especially interesting, but still. Iapos;m too observant and my memory is too good. I wonapos;t say anything, though, because itapos;s embarrassing to hear "Oh... I donapos;t remember you..." and I know it makes the other person uncomfortable.

I am already having the busiest week ever. And I had legitimate things I wanted to write about but I donapos;t feel like putting forth the effort at the moment.

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Up to this point, I have re-gained my integrity as the person I am and was meant to be. I see me for who I am and flourish in it. I wonapos;t even really write anything about any of the things Iapos;ve gone through over "The name that must not be spoken" the couple of weeks as it no longer serves a purpose. Iapos;m finaly free of all that. Lessons are learned, forgiveness is given, and the outcome was appropriate. Iapos;ve again learned so much about myself; the experience was�definately priceless.�Everything has turned out the�way it was meant to with all that.�

I spent a good amount of time this weekend with Jacob.�Everyone was gone from�my house this weekend so we spent it together. This is one of the first times we have been completely alone and it was so chill. We had a�real good time being with�eachother.�I am�getting close to Jacob in a way that I never have before with anyone. I feel like I�see him�for who�he truly is. I see him very clearly and I am very lucky�that he seeapos;s me�the same way. I didnapos;t think my heart would begin to open up to anyone�new. But he found his way�through the layers with�his�openess and patients. Poor guy, he had to be�so patient with me. I though we moved too fast there for a minute. I was just�scarred, doubtfull, and not willing to move forward.�He hung in there and never quit on me. Jacob never stopped showing me that I was truly wanted, liked, and appreciated. Even when I couldnapos;t show him the same. I was going through a pessimistic period the last few weeks and he was there for me. He gave me the time, space, acceptance, and opportunity to get through my demons. Now I see him truly through new eyes and I am very appreciative of him. I am growing closer without fear or doubt. Amazing. I wouldnapos;t give up what we share for anything.

I still need to find a decent job. Perferrably a good job. Somewhere I can grow and development myself for the next 5 years while in school. Speaking of school, I need a faster route. Online college can provide that, however, it is more money than I care to spend on school right now and it sure doesnapos;t hold as much clout as a REAL�UC or CAL�State. In my opinion, you have to work harder for your degree in real on campus school. You also get more experience in the long run so I will just keep it up. I must be patient; I have my whole life to obtain that goal. The only thing that is truly very urgent to me right now is making more money.

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суббота, 18 октября 2008 г.

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I went and was actually pretty productive today....


went to karate class and got a nice little work out in this morning :-D
bought cat food and kitty litter
ate Subway (yummy and had extra for dinner)
watched another disc of Heroes: Season 1
went looking for frames for the two pictures I have left to put on my walls... A picture of Jesus carrying the cross from the Isabella Stewart Gardner Museum and then an Ansel Adams... And no such luck
came home and started looking online for said frames- started compiling a christmas list in the process... Figured thatapos;s a good way to get some stuff I want for the apartment but am to poor to really justify buying myself...
did the dishes (while watching a show on Discovery called "Machines of Malice" about instruments of torture)
was able to get rid of three more boxes- yes, I still have boxes () moved my mixer into the kitchen (thatapos;s a novelty isnapos;t it?) and just put some stuff away/rearranged it... While watching more "Machines of Malice"
I actually have some stuff to get rid of, I just donapos;t know where to take it; either a dump or goodwill maybe?

And I was suppose to go clubbing tonight but people backed out on me... Oh well, I have to open tomorrow anyway...

All that still needs to be done is a shower, laundry and Iapos;m making a display board for my grandmother for the Legion but I can do that tomorrow..
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Iapos;m in the mood to cube Hahah and I video-ed myself to update my youtube account. Okay no. Iapos;m just bored and Iapos;m aware that I have to edit my WR by today.

Hahah Watch if youapos;re bored

Solving 3x3

Okay, Thatapos;s my daddy. I donapos;t know what is he saying but yeah. Haha.

Solving 4x4

3mins 12 secs. Iapos;m new with 4x4. Not really good at it. Any tips?

Solving Megaminx

08:33.78 I thought I will take like 15 mins to solve it. Haha and I forget to video down the timing. Was too excited when I saw 8 mins. XD

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четверг, 16 октября 2008 г.

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I know I'm on the 20th floor here at work, but that is no excuse to have a crap (excuse the pun) plumbing system.


I can understand why the company asks us to leave the toilets how we'd expect to find them, and do try to do just that.


However, I am starting to get annoyed with the fact that it is taking me 4 times to flush the toilet and not leave the paper in the bowl


You'd think that they could plumb the water properly enough to get a proper flush so you didn't have to waste water trying to get the paper down


Stupid company


I wonder if I flushed a goldfish down the loo here whether it would actually stay.....



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Lately, Iapos;d been feeling...uninspired. You know? And today, I was stalking about on Facebook, and I ran across some kid that I didnapos;t knowapos;s favorite quotes on his profile. And it made me wonder how people find some of this shit inspirational. Mostly the following selection of Michael Jordan quotes:


"Iapos;ve missed more than 9000 shots in my career. Iapos;ve lost almost 300 games. 26 times, Iapos;ve been trusted to take the game winning shot and missed. Iapos;ve failed over and over in my life. And that is why I succeed."
- Michael Jordan

"Obstacles donapos;t have to stop you. If you run into a wall, donapos;t turn around and give up. Figure out how to climb it, go through it, or work around it."
- Michael Jordan



What? I donapos;t get it. I feel, possibly, less inspired than I was 5 minutes ago. And I can assure you that essays on JM Synge are not particularly inspiring.
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This week was not as successful as I had hoped.� I had a couple of lapses in judgment in regards to snacking and then there was the evening with my old bandmates.� How many calories are in a margarita?� In three?� Plus chips, guac, etc.

So imagine my surprise when I weighed in this morning and found that I�had lost . . . Nothing.� BUT, neither did I gain.� I was exactly what I was last week.� Which, all in all, is a success.� Iapos;m still headed the right way
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